Ok hey guys so this weekend didn't really go all that great..... Thursday night me and my bf had a stupid fight and he left mad and he said he wasn't going to talk to me all weekend.... I was going away that weekend. I was going away on a 2 hour trip with 4 girls (including me) and 6 guys (the bowling team). We left Friday afternoon and I was all depressed from my bf not talking to me = = . When we got to where we were we practiced a little and then we went to the hotel room. The girls had one room and we had jointed rooms. So in one room it was me and this girl Pam. The next room had Christina, Kristin, and Jessica. So we're chilling and I was adding the girls and guys to my facebook to be friends. The guys called our room and said that my bf is my brother. So me and Jessica went to the guys room to see if Christina was there but she wasn't.

Me: Who said that my bf looked like my brother?
Rob: *cough*
Jessica: Now we know who said it
Me: Why would you think my bf is my brother? That's gross, I wouldn't show a pic on facebook of me and my brother kissing
Rob: Well your bf is ugly
Me: My brother looks ugly as shit
Rob: Your bf looks like shit
Me: *walks out of room*

Then me and Jessica went back to the room and we just chilled there with the other girls. Then all the girls went back to the guys room and chilled there. I started to fall asleep and when I woke up at like 2:00 am I was like "I'm going back to the room and sleeping" so I went to the room fell asleep.

That was Friday night.



Saturday afternoon Jessica told me that one of the guys likes me and when I asked who she said this guy named Darren. So at night we were chilling in the room and I was on the laptop and 2 guys, Chris and Phil, were in the room.

Jessica: Yo Joe texted me and told me Darren wants your number so he can text you
Me: Shit I have no reception on my phone
Chris: If your on aim then you can text him through aim
Me: Oh I forgot about that

So me and Darren were talking and this was the convo

+15163166948 (8:45:47 PM) [Darren]: So i heard something when i was in the shower...
Kittygirl0116 (8:45:59 PM)[Me]: like what?
+15163166948 (8:47:56 PM): U Wanted to cuddle w/ me? if that's the truth then i
am absolutely flattered
Kittygirl0116 (8:48:16 PM): Wait what? No offense but I didn't say that
+15163166948 (8:49:22 PM): Oh ok, none taken. that's what i was told

Then I told Jessica to come take a look and she looked at it and then walked out of the room. A few minutes later she came back and said that Darren was upset cause I said I didn't want to cuddle. So then the other girls asked what happened and I read it and they were like

Pam: It's not like your doing anything
Jessica: Yeah cuddling isn't cheating
Me: Yeah but I still have my bf
Pam: Well you said earlier that you and your bf are having problems
Kristin: C'mon Gina you gotta admit that you like Darren too
Me: Well I like him a little but not that much. Yeah he had nice face features and he's a very nice person but I don't like him like I do my bf
Jessica: Well you should still cuddle with him
Pam: Yeah it's not like your cheating on your bf

So after that the guys came into our room cause they got bored. So Darren sat next to me on the bed. So when that happens he put his arm around me and I kinda moved over a bit (not much or I woulda been on the floor) and he took his arm away. Then I started to doze off and when I woke up my back was toward him and his arm was around my waist. I sat up like I was stretching and Christina told everyone to leave because she wanted to go to sleep. SO when the guys left me Jessica and Pam went with the guys room. I sat on a random bed and it just so happened to be Darren's bed. Pam was with the guys Steve on his bed and Jessica was on Joe's bed. So we were talking and again Darren put his arm around me but I went to sleep I woke up it was like 2 or 2:30 am and I didn't see Pam.

Me: Am I the only girl here?
Darren: Hey Joe, is Jess still there?
Joe: Yeah
Me: Oh ok

I again went back to sleep. When I woke up it was 7 AM IN THE MORNING!!!! When I woke up I was on my side facing him and Darren had BOTH his arms around me. I shot up grabbed my phone and was going to leave. Darren asked where I was going and I told him I needed to finish packing.

Me: *runs down the hall to my room, bangs on door*
Pam: *opens door* Gina? If your here then who's in your bed?
Me: I don't know but where's Jess?
Pam: She's with the guys
Me: No she aint *walks in room*
Pam: *follows me and looks in my bed* Oh she's in your bed
*when everyone wakes up*
Me: WHY THE FUCK DID YOU GUYS LEAVE ME THERE ALL NIGHT?!? WHY DIDN'T YOU WAKE ME UP!!!!
Kristin: Why would we wake you up
Me: BECAUSE I WOKE UP AND NO ONE WAS AROUND EXCEPT 3 GUYS
Jessica: But you guys look cute together
Me: THAT'S NOT THE POINT!!!!

Then I proceeded to get dressed and get ready. I didn't bother talking to really any of them that morning. Fucking bullshit.....

So I told my mom all of this and she said that I shouldn't tell my bf. So Sunday night (the next night) when I got home I went to my bf's house and when we were in his room I told him what happened:

Lou (my bf): You guys didn't do anything right?
Me: I swear nothing happened. As far as I know he didn't touch me inappropriate unless he did it in my sleep
Lou: You woulda woken up to that but I appreciate you telling me
Me: I told my mom what happened and she told me not to tell you but I had to tell you. I want you to trust me and if I didn't tell you what happened and you found out later then you wouldn't be able to trust me again
Lou: I know but I do trust you
Me: I felt like I betrayed you....
Lou: You didn't
Me: But what if something happened....?
Lou: *sighs* You wouldn't like my answer
Me: You'd be mad...
Lou: I'm just going to say you won't like my answer
Me: You'll break up....
Lou: Yeah...
Me: *looks down* I'm sorry
Lou: I know but nothing happened and it's ok


So right now my life is getting complicated AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH and on top of that I found out my best friend's gf broke up with him =[

It's just seems like nothing is going right for the both of us.....